late nights?

it's not that late... if you're under 30... but i'm not and i've been staying up 'til 12 or 1 every night for days now... then i have to get up at 6? and usually don't make it until 7... where does the time go at night... i've decided that somehow, (my new mission in life) is to slow down T I M E... it would be soooo nice to feel like it's not just blazing past me... then i wouldn't feel like if i go to bed i'm going to miss something... or rather, it's gonna be the next day and i have to work... (can you tell it's the end of the school year???)... ahhhh, my complacency is showing, it's really not pretty...